July 2011
1 post
Summer Life....
Summer’s oh so boring! Remember when you were a kid and you LOVED summer? Ya, that feeling’s totally gone. I honestly need to find a job or a hobby cause my whole life right revolves around sitting at home, reading (I guess that’s good cause I can improve my vocabulary which is minimal), going to the cafe next to my house and reading and watching T.V! I can’t wait till...
January 2011
6 posts
5 tags
Crazy Eventful Day..=]
So, today started off with me waking up at 8 and taking a shower. Then off to SF my family and I go. We went to SF to get a shoe cabinet from my parents friend because she was moving. Ya, it sounds boring but! I basically went back to the apt I use to live in as a kid! So many memories. We went into the elevator to go back to our car after going up to my parent’s friend’s apt and we...
Cellphones?
Wow, just had a thought while watching Will & Grace. Will’s grabbing his cellphone and says “I just programed my ringtone to the theme of Titanic”…That just jolted my memory of my old school cellphone! The ones where it’s a green screen with no colors and the words are black. I remember where you can “make” your own ringtones with pressing numbers so...
venting...
venting really does help when you’re in a sad or pissed off mood. i’m just blessed to have people who would listen to my tirades. to have other’s point of views to make me realize if i’m being over dramatic or not. (and most of the time, of course i’m over dramatic..but that’s just how i am..i express through my emotions) and at the time of me posting certain...
Laying here...
In my bed attempting to sleep, I feel like a ball of emotions wrapped into one. I feel like this year hasn’t started off good. My emotions are running like a rollercoaster! Up and down, up and down. Honestly, it’s frustrating to be feeling this way. In hopes with typing this up, I HOPE I’ll be able to fall asleep cause honestly, I have WAY too much on my mind. Doesn’t...
December 2010
8 posts
Oh my gosh!!!
WTF! I just had this long post and it got deleted. Using my phone to type this up. Ugh, stupid fat fingers! I wish I had womanly hands like steven -_-. anyways, other post was about sleep and how I’m incapable of faling asleep instantly. As well as how I’m very envious of those ppl who jump into bed and fall asleep. Forget it, not retypng my rant. Sad, this is actually making me more awake…drat....
What do you do...
when your heart says one thing and your head says another? I’d say….Shut up heart..if I follow you there could be two outcomes. I’ll follow what’s sensible instead, which is my head. Maybe it’s my 3 am rambling, but, I can’t sleep. The thought of the fact that sometimes your heart wants something but your head is thinking differently is on my mind right now. I...
My December....
This is my December This is my time of the year This is my December This is all so clear This is my December This is my snow covered home This is my December This is me alone And I Just wish that I didn’t feel Like there was Something I missed And I Take back all The things that I said To make you Feel like that And I Just wish that I didn’t feel Like there was Something I missed And I...
sad...
why am i feeling so sad? i feel like i have random bottled up emotions that can’t and won’t go away. am i depressed? i don’t know….tears are just flowing out of my eyes and i don’t know why. i think i need to just stay within myself and not talk to anyone for awhile. maybe a good cry? i don’t know……think i’m gonna just shut down the facebook...
crap...
i think i’m getting sick. thanks to my dad…coughin around the house. =[. i’m starting with a stuffy nose…not too happy right now….blahhh!! guess i just hafta sleep…sleep…sleeep..oh.and sleep!!! wait…it’s 10…so.time to sleep? heh
Frustration....
Key word… Frustration… Need a pnuhcnig abg. myaeb, tpyning lkie tihs wlil hlpe? nope.
November 2010
3 posts
Runaway....
I wanna run away Never say goodbye I wanna know the truth Instead of wondering why I wanna know the answers No more lies I wanna shut the door And open up my mind ~Linkin Park
Lyrics that really describe what i’m feeling right this instant. i don’t know why i have a sudden wave of sadness and depression hitting me…but i feel like i wanna fade into the background. be...
Why is it....
that EVERY time i go out with my mom, i get into an argument with her? even got a effin parking ticket today. I friggin hate Oakland. It’s fine, give some money to the city since it’s so crappy. Not usually in my nature to put down a city but I’m really heated right now so bare with me. Took my mom to this clinic for a cheaper examination for her teeth cause apparently, she could...
"Baby please don't go..."
…if i wake up tomorrow will you still be here?
haha. this song is totally stuck in my head! ok…bored.had to type out the lyrics. :D ok…bye bye =)
October 2010
2 posts
3 am slump...
Why is it that everytime it’s past 2 and I’m trying to sleep…it doesn’t happen? I’m so friggin tired but I just can’t sleep.my mind goes into hyper drive and I end up thinking about the most randomest things! Ridiculous! Now..I have a 9.3o am appointment tmr and I have to wake up at 8…blah! Why am I so stupid? Why was i so nice as to let them change my...
Effin blood test..
I REALLY don’t wanna go to SF tmr…esp. when i have to go again next thurs for a check up causing me to have to take my midterm earlier. i am SO not happy about that. uGh! it’s effin 3 in the morning…gotta take my mom to her dentist cleaning at 9 tmr..then going out o sf and taking a taxi to UCSF. HOPEFULLY my dad can drive my mom and i there… BLAH! i am in a REALLY...
September 2010
6 posts
Day two of my long days at school...
Nuff said….bored outta my mind!! I have two hours to spare before my next class and i’m bored as heck!! -_-. Sitting all alone at a big table welcoming strangers to take up space. mErGh…
So much for finishing last post....
Well..hello CSUEB. First week of school and it was ok…Just class, nothing special..x.x. So, first day of class was Calc. and I’m already lost! Like no other…Asking help from Karen and Ben. Hah. Sad! Hopefully I’ll understand the stuff…bleh. Second day was my long day. I basically stay on campus from 12-6. Ya, I just choose to stay on campus. I was gonna leave after my...
Miss you guys!...
I had SO much fun this week? weekend? Wowee I miss my So Cal buddies oh so much! So, this weekend Jani and Ryan came up for the weekend and of course, we ALWAYS have fun =). The first day they came back, we basically went over to Jani’s house. Miss that! Cause Jani’s house is usually the place..where we hang besides Dan’s. So, just talked, then the idea of clubbing came up...
2.21 am...
Why am I still up? I’m feeling sleepy, but I don’t feel like wiping my eyeliner off, brush my teeth, floss and mouth wash. Night time procedures take foreverrrr. Then…washing my face..eRg! Should be taking my shot…but sadly ran out. Insurance sucks. I really hope we don’t go out too early tmr, cause I’ll be partially asleep…boo…=(. While still being...
A Little Princess.....
A movie that can always make me cry. I don’t know how I came across it again, but it made me want to youtube movie watch it..if that makes sense. 22 minutes into the movie and I was already tearing up. A movie about a young imaginative girl who lived in India and had to move to NY due to a war her father had to go join. She moves to NY to go to a boarding school where a nasty...
Ok...so..
I promised myself that I would NEVER dye my hair again…or at least until i start getting gray hairs…BUT!….i kinda wanna dye my hair now…..sadly…haha. i don’t know..i don’t wanna damage my hair anymore..but i wannaa!!….against my better judgement..maybe i’m not gonna..iono. just wanna write something on here…heeh.
August 2010
9 posts
This man is......
friggin flawless! I think i’m in love…haha.
so cute!! <3…haha. After watching S.H.E’s video…..oye…so cute! Loved him in Meteor Garden…..main reason why its one of my fav. dramas! heh. Wanna watch Down with Love so badd!!! blah! Need english subs!! eep!
FRUSTRATED!
I swear…parents are the epitome of hypocrites! Especially mine. SO FUCKING ANNOYING! I can’t help but swear sometimes especially dealing with mine. It’s like…you do something wrong, then you get yelled at and THEY turn around and do the same thing and it’s ok! It’s so stupid! Ok, so I must admit that, I don’t keep my certain electronic things in tip top...
Day 15 - a moment, phrase, or song that has...
Eh…Don’t really have any incident where my life has been changed. Only one I can really think of is…. becoming friends with certain people which really did change my life for the better. No pointing fingers at who made my life drama-o-rama…but ya. That’s a moment where my life had change. Into a group of friends who were drama free and…ya…=)
Day 13 - a memory that never fails to make you...
This one time in high school. We were at Relay For Life (a American Cancer Society event…which is 24 hours where you have teams of people who would take shifts to walk around a track to raise money for cancer research…I think…pretty sure! sad..haha) So, it’s the next morning after relay and we’re all waking up and Jani, Eleanor and I are getting out of our tent and...
Day 12 - A song lyric that you really like...
So, originally…this was “Day 12 - your favorite musical artist’s life story”…but i don’t really have one so i changed it. I’ll just put down my fav. line in a song..=)
“If only love, could find us all….If only, hearts didn’t have to fall, we could mislead, to make things right, so instead, we’ll sleep alone tonight. Yeah if some how fate...
After being home for a month and more...I...
cleaned out my suitcase. How funny…after I cleaned it out, I had to put the empty suitcase downstairs to the guest room (basically our storage room…). Carrying the suitcase downstairs gave me a feeling of Europe. Why you say?….Well, all throughout Europe, we were basically carrying our suitcase up and down the stairs that the metro had. While carrying my suitcase down the...
Day 11 - favorite picture ever taken of...
Now..if only I can cut out Ryan..then it’ll be perfect!~ Hah. But seriously! We look like kids…one of my fav. pictures. The background is amazing! And of course, using an SLR doesn’t really hurt this photo..=) One of my favs! =) Props to Karen Wang for taking this pic.<3
Day 10 - a dream you had this past week described...
A dream that I had last night. It was really random…so, I had a sister and we live in this gorgeous house. We meet up with these spies…who for some reason, one of them is Jacky Cheung (Cheung Hok Yao) and for some reason, people are after us! So, us and all these other spies who are suppose to be protecting us go to our awesome house. There are three layers to our...
July 2010
19 posts
Day 09 - five things you want to see change...?
I have no clue. These questions are so broad! It’s like….5 things I want to see change…in the world? 5 things I want to see change in me? So, I am refusing to answer this one. MeH
Day 08 - someone you think would make a good...
Honestly…I think..
oh yea….I mean..come on…he even has a song about love! “I love you, you love me, we’re a happy family…” HAH! =)
Oh so tired....
but why can’t I get myself to just go to bed?….Hate it when this happens. I’m yawning like crazy and yet…I know that once I get ready for bed, I won’t sleep. A promise to myself…from now on…when I have school work and whatever to do, I WILL go to the library or cafe. Stupid room…I have WAY too much entertaining stuff to distract me from studying....
Day 06 - earliest thing you can remember...
Earliest thing I could remember. It’s something from preschool! Hah…long time ago yea? So, I remember going to Fashion Island for the beach or what not on a school field trip. I’m playing with my friend and I don’t even remember how this happen…very vaguely but I was defending my friend or whatever and the little boy punches me in the mouth! Or what not and I just...
Day 05 - a thank you letter to someone who has...
Dear Jani,
Yes, I am writing a thank you letter! Hah. In any case, you already know this but this is my 30 day challenge thing and it says to write a thank you letter to someone who has changed your life and you definitely have changed mine! Without you, I would’ve still had those people I called “friends” (you know who I’m talking about!) Without you, I would have never...
Xangur? Started at 15? WHA!?
Wow…found my old blog and goodness gracious! I’m reading it right now and I was so STUPID! I typed lyk dis. I mean..what is that?! Mindless blogs. Well…I have mindless blogs now but my old ones were WAY worse. Trust me, I feel stupid just reading it! Well…truth be told, I WAS only 15. Hah. OYE! I really hope if I read back on tumblr entries, I won’t feel the same...
Day 04 - what you imagine paradise to be like...?
I imagine paradise to be something generic…a awesome island surrounded by ocean and beautiful white sand with awesome people around. No drama and no sadness. But, I guess without sadness, one would not appreciate happiness. Oye! I don’t know what else to say. Hah. How about you? What do you imagine paradise to be like?
While showing pictures on Facebook from Europe...
My cousins ask the question of ….”How do French women stay so thin? Eating all those pastry?” Well…..this is the site I found and I couldn’t help but agree with it! Especially with #7!
http://www.wowowow.com/culture/getting-fit-sans-la-gym-379607
7.) Vive l’escalier! Taking the stairs whenever possible is one of the main tenets of my philosophy. It always...
Day 03 - The five songs you would have with you on...
Song #1 - Everything (live version) - Lifehouse. Why? That is prob. the one song I can listen to over and over and over to again.
Song #2- Rascal Flatts - Pieces - Love the lyrics…don’t know why. Hah.
Song #3 - The Click Five- Just the Girl - Good memories of a great trip to SoCal with my friends.
Song # 4 - The Calling - If Only - “If only love could find us all, if only...
Could've been or should've been....
It’s 2.55am and the only thing that is going though my mind right now are could’ve been or shouldve been thoughts. Why do these thoughts always plague my mind when I want to sleep?! Writing this to maybe unload my mind maybe? But from the time I turned off the lights to be wanting to drift away into the land of dreams, all I could thin about was… What can I do tmr to save money?...
002 - Day Two - What Inspires you?....
“What inspires you” is such a broad subject that I don’t really know how to answer, so I’ll just use my generic one that I feel works with this question. What inspires me? My parents honestly inspires me to work hard and try to be a good person in general. My parents basically started out with nothing but they still have accomplished to purchase a house and to afford...
001- Day One - Guilty Pleasure...
So, I’m gonna try out this 30 day challenge thing..looked kinda fun so why not?
Guilty Pleasure…what’s mine? Well..it’s singing in my car with the windows down really loud to Backstreet Boys or some sort of old school boy bands. Now, of course I’d get embarrassed….but of course if others are around me to look a fool…I don’t mind. hah. Does that...
